It started out as a normal Sunday morning. I got up and began to review the Sunday School lesson I was going to teach the teens and was enjoying the peace and quiet of the morning. I had a mild contraction while reading and felt some pressure, but nothing unusual. I felt excited thinking about the possibility that today could be the day, although I didn’t really think it was. I was just getting excited thinking that any day now our precious baby girl could make her presence known.
36 weeks pregnant - 1 week before Olivia was born |
I could tell my body was preparing for her birth as I noticed some signs. I began to panic thinking about giving birth and felt very fearful. Isaac comforted me and held me giving me reassurance that all is well and he was here with me whenever the time came. I continued getting some very mild contractions one right after the other. I got the chills and had a lot of self doubt. Isaac encouraged me to take a hot shower then to lay down on my left side to see if they would go away or come stronger. I listened. I still wasn’t ready mentally and needed to rest.
Since the girls woke up late and I wasn’t ready for church, Isaac put a movie on for the girls to watch on the computer in our room. He then left to go practice for the special quartet number of which I was supposed to be a part of and to teach the Teen Sunday School class. About two hours later I got up and seemingly felt back to “normal.” My contractions had ceased and I no longer felt anxious. I then decided to go to church. I called Isaac to let him know that I was getting myself and the girls ready to be picked up. We were all ready within a half hour (amazing, I know!) and on our way to church. Isaac took a separate vehicle because he needed to leave early to go to work that afternoon. Since it was Superbowl Sunday, he had scheduled himself a closing shift to allow his other employees the time to watch some football and to ultimately avoid anyone potentially calling in.
The girls and I walked into church late (Ugh! One of my least favorite things to do!) and found a seat in the back. I took Kaylee to the nursery and had Neva sit next to me. Since I felt fine I decided to play the piano for the choir special and then sing with the quartet before the preaching. The song the quartet sang, “O Church Arise”, really encouraged me and helped me remember that God was with me and I could be strong through labor...whenever that was to happen. The words have nothing to do with childbirth, but it was what I needed at that moment and gave me the mental strength to continue and be ready for this baby to take her first breath. Physically, I felt tired, but overall fine and didn’t think much of it at the time. During the message I experienced a really strong and long contraction. I squeezed Isaac’s hand to help me breath through it. Once church ended I mingled for a minute then got the girls into the car to go home. As we were unlocking the front door another strong contraction gripped me causing me to stop and hold the door as I waited it out. They were about 40 minutes apart. I got lunch heated up for us and had one more contraction about 30 minutes later. I wasn’t sure if this was prelabor or just some strong Braxton Hicks. I called my midwife to give her a heads up and to hear her thoughts. I told her I’d let her know if anything changed.
Donna with Olivia (7 weeks old) |
I started to think, if this did turn into active labor, I “needed” to have our master bathroom cleaned. So I began doing everyone's favorite chore. I had one strong contraction and stopped cleaning to breath through it. I then had another strong contraction a couple minutes later. I heard a “pop” then felt a gush. My water broke! I was so shocked! I went to sit down on the toilet and yelled for Neva to bring my phone. I called Donna first, knowing I would need her help with the girls. I told her, “I think my water broke. Either that or I wet myself.” I was still in shock of my water breaking because it hadn’t with either of the other girls until I was already at the pushing stage. I then called LaMonica, my midwife, to let her know that my water had broken. She told me she was on her way. Last, but certainly not least, was my call to Isaac. He answered the phone and I said, “My water broke.” His response was classic and I wish I had recorded it! “Are you serious? What does this mean? Did you call LaMonica? I’ll be right there!” I could tell he was so excited and didn’t want to miss anything. :)
I had a few mild contractions while on the phone, but nothing I couldn’t talk through. I called my parents too just to give them a heads up. I thought my labor was just beginning. Isaac arrived about 5:20 pm and started getting the girls set up in another room to watch a movie. While he was doing that an intense contraction came and I felt the head crowning. I was in utter disbelief! I screamed for Isaac and told him to call Donna (who is also a retired nurse). I knew the midwife would not make it in time even though she was en route. However, Donna could be here in just a few minutes to help Isaac. He let Donna know that the baby was crowning and to come as quickly as possible. She arrived about 10 minutes later around 5:40 pm.
My midwife checking Olivia's vitals. |
I was pretty much ignoring everyone by this time outwardly, although inwardly I was hearing and responding. Donna stood beside me rubbing my back reminding me to breathe through each contraction. I had stopped roaring and pushing during each contraction, yet my body continued to push involuntarily. It took all my concentration to just breath and focus on letting my body do the work. LaMonica was on speaker phone during this time to guide us through the rest of the birthing process. The next thing I know I heard Donna say, “The head is out.” My first thought was, “What? I didn’t do anything. I wasn’t pushing.” I had felt the head slip out, but couldn’t believe it. I knew that only one more push was needed to get the body out and when that last contraction came I pushed and whoosh out came baby girl. Whoa!
I stayed on all fours for another minute just gathering myself and trying to grasp what had just happened. I could hear Donna clearing the baby’s nostrils and rubbing her and then I heard my baby girl cry out. Ahh, relief that I knew she was breathing. I finally was ready to turn around and hold my baby doll for the first time. Isaac and Donna helped me get set up on the other side of the bed and Donna handed me my new baby. LaMonica continued to talk to them for a minute asking how I was doing and how baby girl was. She arrived a few minutes later in time to help me deliver the placenta. Baby was still attached via the umbilical cord at this point so we then clamped the cord and I held her for a good while longer enjoying that newborn smell and birth high. This is one thing I love about home birth - procedures are not rushed such as clamping the cord or weighing and measuring baby. I was able to nurse my little girl and just have that time to bond and take in all that had just transpired. It was wonderful! I love home birth and my midwife!
It was a whirlwind of a birth! From the time my water broke shortly after 5 pm to Olivia being born at 6 pm was just shy of an hour. This was not my expected labor time or how I had envisioned everything happening. I didn’t even get to use the tub to labor in! Oy! Isaac had already started filling it, and so rather than it go to waste, we turned the heater on in the tub and I ended up taking a nice warm herbal bath in it the following day. I also didn’t get my birth pics I had wanted. I didn’t even bother calling my friend who was going to take them because I didn’t figure she would even make it in time anyway...I was right. Even with things not happening quite as I imagined they would, it was a beautiful birth and I knew right away that Joy had to be one of the names of my little girl. It honestly was a joyful birth and really peaceful even in the “rush” of it all. I trusted my body and knew I was in a safe place. I felt confident that all was well and knew that Donna was there to help Isaac and the midwife was on her way. I praise God that He had His hand of protection over all of us and worked things out in His perfect timing. Sunday wasn’t exactly the “best” day for me to go into labor in light of both church pianists missing evening church, but that pales in comparison to a safe delivery of a healthy baby. Olivia was born right on time for church at 6 pm on the dot. :) Thatta girl! Lol!
I am overjoyed to have three precious girls! Each birth has been completely different and unique in its own way just like my girls. I can’t wait to see little miss Olivia’s personality and I wonder if it will at all match her hasty appearance into this world. :)